Eating left handed is something I’ve tried before just for fun and if you have not done this yourself, the first thing I recommend is to wear a bib or something you are not worried about spilling on. Oatmeal is a good breakfast meal to do this with because it is less likely to cause a mess than cereal with milk or eggs for example. There is also the risk of sticking a fork in your lip accidentally when trying this. There has been no blood drawn in this exercise, but one thing I did notice is that it made me much more mindful during the meal. There is always a tendency to mindlessly inhale your food as fast as you can, while the television or computer is on. Well you just cannot do that when you are activating the non-dominant hand. You have to concentrate on getting that utensil to your mouth as the muscles are moving and the neurons are firing in a different way in your brain.

The computer mouse was another interesting experience. As I started this, there was the feeling of being the Tin Man from Wizard Of Oz just because my brain, so it seemed, could not tell my left hand where to go on the mouse pad. My left elbow started to flair out in some weird contorted way and I almost had to reach my right hand over to guide it. There was some pressure too because I didn’t want to accidentally click on some spam advertisement for home mortgage refinancing while my brain was trying to figure out how to get my left hand to do what it was asking. After a couple of days, something kicked in and I’ve been able to function pretty well on the computer mouse. Regarding my typing ability, I have not seen any tangible difference in my typing speed and/or accuracy.

Washing has not been eventful because I’ve always been pretty ambidextrous in that department. Shaving was another matter. As opposed to eating with the left hand, I’ve never tried shaving with the left hand. At first I was having a similar experience as I had with the computer mouse, where the arm did not quite comprehend what I was telling it to do. It took some effort and creative visualization to actually bring the razor to my cheek. Eventually I was able to train my left hand to get going and was able to shave without missing spots. As with eating it was not something that I could do while my mind wandered somewhere else, I had to focus on the task at hand and it made me more mindful of how the blade felt on my skin, the thickness of the shaving gel on my face and what parts of my skin were sensitive and irritated from the strokes of the razor. Then I had a little mishap under my nose. I had been shaving left handed for a week without incident. I have chronic dry skin and the occasional scratches here and there are common when I shave. But this one was a doosy because I totally misinterpreted the pressure and angle I was putting on the handle and the blade dug into the skin. It took 20 minutes to stop the bleeding and now I have two lines of scratches in exact proportions to the two blades of the razor as a temporary reminder to pay attention and be in the moment.

I have made significant improvement in asana practice both in poses that require interlacing my fingers and in the alternating arm and leg extension exercises that require the coordination to bring the opposing elbow to the knee. I had noticed a significant difference in my grip and flexibility previously on the non-dominant grip and now the grips are basically the same. On the extension exercises, both my coordination and my overall balance have improved dramatically.

The last major facet of the experiment was playing the guitar. I consider myself a very amateur strummer. A few years ago I bought a “Teach Yourself Guitar” book and companion CD Rom and proceeded to learn some basic chords. I found various web sites where I could get the chords for favorite songs. It was much more motivating to me to do that than to work on songs like “Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star” from the book. However, the emphasis on the left hand to play chords was mentally exhausting. I also have had issues with transitioning from one chord to the next. With a lot of practice, I could play well enough to be endearing to my wife if I learned a new song for her birthday or our anniversary. My play would certainly not be good enough to play for anyone else. So I was very interested in what affect if any the crossing the midline exercise would have. I am happy to say that I have noticed an improvement in transitions from chord to chord, the ability to learn new chord combinations, and also to experiment with alternates that sound better than the ones listed. I noticed this affect trying new music with many chords I had never attempted to play before plus revisiting old songs that I had not looked at for a long time.

The common theme in all of my experiences during this experiment was focus. I had to focus my mind on the task and be in the moment. It reminds me of a favorite quote from Charles Dickens; “ He did each single thing, as if he did nothing else.”  In the future, I’ll call again upon this simple exercise to remind me to be present in the moment whether it is while eating, during asana practice, hiking in the mountains, everywhere.

Each student at Axis Yoga Teacher Training completes a personal experiment on the subject of their choosing. This student examined the effects of Sadhana, daily spiritual practice. And what happens when you then take it away. The results were enlightening and point to a life-long practice ahead.

For my personal experiment, I chose to study the effects and benefits of Sadhana.  I chose Heart of Sadhana, by M.P. Pandit, as my book to coincide with the experiment.

Since this course began, some three months ago, I have adopted a daily sadhana practice, which includes pranayama, meditation and mantra.  Over these months, I have noticed a dramatic shift in both my attitude and approach to daily life, as well as in difficult situations.

In my daily life, I have noticed that I don’t get as emotionally entangled in certain situations.  I have been able to observe and remain engaged, without allowing so much of my prana, or vital energy, to be drained.  I have also noticed that I have been able to handle stress in a much healthier and productive manner.

A few days prior to the beginning of this course, my step-father passed away.  It was not completely unexpected, as his health had been failing in the past few years.  I had a very difficult and painful history with him, and held a lot of resentment and anger towards him.  My mother, even knowing this, asked me to come while he was dying.  I thought this was to offer support for her, which I felt blessed and honored to do.  However, something else profoundly beautiful and moving occurred.  Despite the fact that he had also been unkind and abusive toward my mother for years, I observed the most pure and honest compassion I have ever seen, extended from her to him.  Also, in those final hours, I was able to release all of my anger, and forgive him.  It was a deep and profound spiritual experience for me, which I will treasure always.

Typically, after a situation like this, I would tend to sink deep into the emotionality of it.  I would internalize all the intense emotions and seek external comfort and peace.  In this case, I believe largely because of the daily sadhana, I was able to begin to process the experience in a very honest and conscious way. This was a very pivotal awakening for me.

As part of this experiment, I decided to abandon my sadhana practice for a week, just to see if I noticed a difference.  This sort of backfired, as one week very easily became two, and then, even crept into three.  I was shocked at how easy it was to come up with excuses not to practice.  Mainly it was, “I need more sleep”, or “I’m too busy”.  Well, I had been just as busy and sleep-deprived in those previous months, but I still awoke around 4:30 or 5am to fit in my sadhana.  I made time for it.

Also worth mentioning, was the noticeable shift in my attitude and stress level.  I so easily reverted back into old samskaras, or patterns, allowing myself to be drawn into situations and emotions, then feeling drained.

Another thing that I observed was my swearing.  Being a mom has pretty much taught me to forego this habit…at least out loud.  During this experiment, I became very conscious of just how much I do swear, even if it is mostly inside my own head.  Suddenly, I was acutely aware of every time I silently swore at a rude driver, an inconsiderate co-worker, or sometimes just people in general, or a situation.  So, here, I realized that I had not been doing this in the past couple of months.  I noticed that it almost hurt a little each time I swore, on a subtle spiritual level.  Also, I felt like I was just hurling that angry energy out into the Universe, no matter how silent it was.

I am currently trying to rebuild my daily sadhana practice.  I am finding it difficult to focus, but know that with consistency and intention…it will come.  To quote M.P. Pandit, “…surrender is not a one day affair.  Surrender is the end-product of a long process of effort.  And personal effort lies precisely in working out the determination, the will to surrender.”

The final practicum for Axis Yoga Teacher Training graduates is open to the public.

These students have dedicated themselves intensely to the practice and now wish to share the fruits of their discoveries with you!

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Dates and Times:

Session I: Sat. June 11, 3:30-5:30
“the Pelvic Girdle”
John, Courtney, Rebecca, Kayla, Nyke

Session II: Sun. June 12, 1-3
“Yoga 101”
Mike, Marla, Jo, Niko

Session III: Sun. June 12, 3:30-5:30
“Journey through the doshas”
Richard, Annie, Kari, Jenn

Session IV: Sat. June 18, 1-3
“Bhakti Yoga”
Kevin, Mary Ann, Laura T ., Jeane

Session V: Sat. June 18, 3:30-5:30
“An experience in kriya yoga”
Bob, Vanessa, Kara, Laura G.

As part  of Denver-based Axis Yoga Teacher Training Program, students learn about the 5,000 year old science of Aurvedic Medicine and are guided through a self-experiment based on its principles. This student identified an imbalnce in himself which he attributes to excess vata– the dosha responsible for cold, brittle, dry and anxious conditions. By eliminating sugar and coffee from his diet over a two-week period, this student began to open up to a more healthy and beneficial lifestyle.

Review of the Ayurvedic dosha attributes and subsequently taking the test in, The Complete Book of Ayurvedic Home Remedies, confirmed my inclination that my dosha is predominately vata.  To summarize, several the characteristics I found compelling to come to this assessment related to my vikruti, including the physically imbalanced condition of dry skin, accented with cracked heals and cuticles particularly in the winter time, dry hair, and constipation.  Of the body types attributable to vatas, I am on the lean side with protruding veins.  Further confirming my vata prakruti is my strong dislike of cold weather from which I tend to quickly develop cold feet and hands.  Other common denominators I share with this dosha include my tendency to be in a hurry, constantly busy, walking quickly, and feeling out of sorts if I don’t exercise.  My sleep patterns are restless as I often wake up several times through the night and generally sleep between 6 to 7 hours.  Going to sleep and when I wake are about only routine behaviors I exhibit, which is approximately 10 and 4:30, respectively.

Of my imbalance issues, I decided to address my digestive issues and eating patterns.  In particular, I have had constipation issues for many years.  Often my bowel movements are a torment, as I sit for 10 plus minutes only to return to the bathroom again one or more times since I wasn’t able to clear myself.  My diet is indeed quite variable and tends not to be overly healthy.  Typical mornings for breakfast include 4 to 5 cups of coffee and anything with sugar (donuts, cake, chocolate, pastries).  Lunch generally consists of a sandwich and chips.  Snacks throughout the day are more of the sugar treats noted at breakfast.  Dinners vary in times and tend not to be organized.  Occasionally I will skip a lunch or formal dinner as I feel the need to get other things done, like exercise, and then just nibble on a few items.  On top of all this, I don’t drink a lot of water and favor soda.   I think my tendency to exercise incessantly is in part due to my bad eating habits as I rationalize that exercise will offset the unhealthy food items I put into my body.